feeling a little freshmanish
Remember how there were those couple of girls that you thought were just oh soo incredibly cool and you would do just about anything to be friends with them?
Ok, I really only felt that way my freshman year of high school with a couple of senior girls. Other than that, I’ve been pretty good at seeing through people.
Until now. I want to be friends with with Crazy Aunt Purl and Kerflop so bad I can hardly stand it! I get all nervous if I post a comment with thoughts like “will they notice my comment?” “will they remember that I commented before” “do they think I’m crazy and desperate for friends” “what can I possible do to get their attention” like maybe a whole post on my almost nonexistent blog in their honor?
I SWEAR people, I am not normally like this!! I am a pretty self confident person. What is up with this sudden neediness to get someones attention?
Thank goodness I don’t know what they are wearing every day or I’m sure my wardrobe would try to emulate it.
It is quite possible I need to get out more.
I remember you and know who you are when you comment. And I get that whole neediness thing, I go through it too, and often I don’t comment at all because I’m not sure what to say - feeling like I have to be hilarious or whatever.